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I am a 47 year old submissive loser wimp and am looking to find a Dominate female in my local area to serve as her live in 24/7 chastity cuckold sissy maid,
I have served as a live in to a very dominate and sadistic couple in the past for over 2.5 years but a fatal DUI crash took them from me.
In that situation all my monthly income was signed over to the and was deposited by direct deposit into their personal account,
Of course they provided me with the basics like food, place to sleep and made sure I got my two prescriptions monthly.
I understand that very few dominate females or couples want a 24/7 slave as a live in as they have vanilla lives, jobs, friends, etc. Plus their is some responsibility to owning a slave of course.
I currently live in Algonquin, Illinois with my mom (Like a typical loser) and am good staying here but if I do that and serve on a part time basis which is cool with me and actually a lot easier sometimes I cannot sign all my income over.
I just purchased the new VICE chastity belt which should arrive in days and am looking for a local dominate female who might consider becoming my temporary keyholder until I can locate a new Mistress willing to collar and own me.
I was very well trained by my old MASTERS and learned real fast that my specific fetishes which turn me on might happen occasionally but as a live in slave what I do or do not like is really of not interest to my Owners.
For instance, I have a strong foot fetish for female feet but when I have not orgasmed in two long weeks and my female master tells me to lick and massage her studs sweaty gross feet to relax him from his day at work I was not real excited to do it and was really grossed out.
But as soon as me female master laid next to him on the couch and placed her foot on my shoulder using me as a foot rest purposely making sure that my chastity key was dangling from her anklet clearly in my eyes view and then when she pulled out her studs huge cock right as I'm licking his sweaty gross feet and starts giving him a very very loud and great blow job my "sub space" turned on and the pain in my balls from being so blue and the pain in my little dick from hearing my Mistress gagging on his cock causing my little dick to expand and almost break the chastity belt did not even matter nor was I finding that licking a pair of size twelve sweaty dirty male feet that gross anymore and actually was enjoying it.
That is just on of many example of one of many times I was humiliated, and degraded and sometimes very grossed out by the demands which were required of me which I thought at the time I hated and could not believe I was doing but since being not owned for the last three years I cannot stop my chronic masterbation reliving things that I thought I hated at the time but really now are the things that turn me on the most.
Another great example of this is when I was told to lick a small amount of shit off my Mistress bitchy friends shoe one day while we were in public. Of course, submissive slave or not nobody would think that digesting shit not to be disgusting. Of course, I was mortified and disgusted but the humiliation endured coupled with my mistress friends bitchy attitude made that task although disgusting one of my favorite memories so much so that I just arranged to pay a online domme who is just 19 years old (I am 47) to sell me her old very dirty and gross stable boots for $150.
Once these boots arrive the online Domme advised me that we will have are online cams on and her and a few off her friends will supervise me licking every gross item found on those boots and I am sure I will be degraded and humiliated beyond belief because the bottom line is that the only way I get turned on is through younger woman humiliating and degrading me. If having three or four teenage girls watch me a 47 year old loser lick gods know what off this 19 year old girls old riding boots not humiliating I do not know what is.
The most pathetic and sickest part about this is I am so excited and cannot wait till these boots arrive next week and will not put my chastity on until after i lick these boots clean and have these girls destroy any sense on my manhood or diginity I might of had before doing this because I know how turned on this will make me.
Any local Domme needing any service provided please feel free to contact me. Also, any local domme just wanting to get to know me and see if what she needs out of a slave matches what I could provide because afterall I will be locked up and it really does not matter weather I am turned on or not please contact me.
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My Ideal Person:
A very demanding, headstrong, conceited, self-centered woman who knows she is great looking and knows how to use her looks to manipulate and use beta males who are so inferior to them.
I want a true dominate woman who does not want a slave only for financial gain! (although I know once I meet my new Owner/Mistress and become her real slave my income and assets becomes hers).
I want a dominate woman who loves and gets off on the powers she yields over the submissive male. The kinda of woman who loved tormenting wimps in high school by using them and bossing them around because they loved it. I need a dominate woman who would truly enjoy lounging around with her girlfriends or Alpha Males while watching her wimpy chastized slave running around doing hers and her friends bidding.
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