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Here's a little about me personally. I'm an artist, a nerd, and I'm into playing a lot of video games. I think horns and fangs are adorable. I love making/wearing costumes and jewellery and crafting of all sorts.
I'm kind of just trying to get by at the moment. but i have a place to live(with a roommate), a decent vehicle(Well, it's a moped haha), and a couple of good friends in general and i'm semi-close to some of my family. For the most part, however, i feel alone. Like there is only one who could understand me and what i desire and he's out there somewhere, but that I have yet to meet him.
I am a spiritual pagan/luciferian.
KI-SIKIL-LIL-LA-KE. She was the queen of magick. The nesting bird in the goddess' tree who fled from the garden.
I am an incarnation of Lilith. An old soul in new flesh. I seek my mate, Samael, better known for his title of Lucifer. Wherever he may be, I must find him.
I am NOT, repeat, NOT looking for casual hookup or anything along those lines. I am looking for a long term, fulfilling relationship, and if he's out there, he may be looking as well, perhaps.
This doesn't mean i am not open to people who blatantly know they are not him talking to me, becoming friends, or even more maybe if they are willing to explore this darkness with me. That, perhaps, or if they are willing to help me find my Samael and If they don't run from demons, hide from spirits, or damn the ones who consort with them.
My name is Lillith, I am 22, and I have known about my mate and his relationship with my soul since I was 14 years old.
He should know I will love him no matter his form, but if he is out there, he should also know that he must make my skeptical eyes believe it is him, and not another fake masquerading sheep in wolf's clothing.
The most accurate way to describe my relationship with Samael, is much like one would consider a Dom/sub relationship. He's caring but his word is law for me. He owns me, but that doesn't make my feelings and wishes invalid. I'm his. I live to serve and please him. He never demeans or invalidates, but he does exert his will with utmost force. Demanding respect with a single caress. He has no need to be cruel, unless i am being unreasonable, and in which case the cruel action was to negate my own and make me realize that he is in control at all times. He demands me any time he pleases, but i never fight it because of my purpose as his wife, slave, lover, friend, and the queen of his utmost love. I serve him as my king.
I enjoy this power exchange with all my heart. This is what i am looking for. If you believe in any way that you fit this idea, and would like to know more about me, and perhaps meet some time about this, please do not hesitate to talk to me.
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Mijn Ideale Persoon:
Confident, strong, assertive, and perhaps also caring where it counts, but firm in his desires~
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