Grew up in a very strict, conservative and religious household. Sex was always taboo. Sexuality was taboo. Guilt, shame and humiliation all weapons working against a young woman not just in my case but many who grew up in strict homes, communities or culture. I had to get the fuck out. Met a man at the age of 18 and moved myself to America. When I left they all said I would fail, I didn't care and deep down I knew it was the wrong move but it was my ticket out. The relationship did fail, perhaps I knew it to be so but it was my out. My out to a life that just didn't agree or fit with me. Yes, I love cock! lol. I could shout it from the rooftops! I love cock! LOL! I am a slut! Well ok, maybe I wont do that, but at times I sure felt like doing just that. Crazy oppression will do that to a person. I feel its made me very hyper sexual as a result. And very promiscuous.
I do feel bad a times that I have lost my religion. Lost my culture. And yes to be a slut. But I am what I am. Maybe someday I will grow out of it. Maybe I wont. But as of right now I know what I am and I know what I like.
COCK.
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My Ideal Person:
Someone who wants to be with me, sexually please me, but also helps me with my desires to be promiscuous with others and likes to watch me do so.
Someone who is sexually open who doesn't need to put claim or a title on a relationship. Is open to sharing and watching and exploring sexually. Someone who wants me yet is open to watching me be with another man or seeking sexual pleasuring outside of just us. Not looking for an emotional bond at the moment more just physical. Looking for a man with some substance, open mindedness, sexual deviancy and yes even a heart and knows how to treat a woman well. I still do like chivalry. Oh and cock. I like that as well. lol
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