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Update... June, 2023
I am in awe. It took an 18 year old posting on ALT in despiration on how to be of service, to help me grow into that Dominant that I have always wanted to be...
she said...
Regular girl fascinated by sexual discipline, humiliation, punishment and more...
I'm in good shape and petite and I've been told I'm kind of cute. Basically your girl next door! Privately and secretly I'm very fascinated bordering on obsessed by sexual discipline, punishment, and control, especially severe humiliation, being forced to do unspeakable shameful things and then being punished for it.
I'm particularly drawn to extreme control, including how to look, dress, and behave, micromanagement and strict rules, and forced orgasm control and denial. In my mind, these things would be done to me for my own good, and I would be forced to accept that and be grateful despite suffering.
In addition to the control and denial, I think about uncomfortable and painful discipline, including thorough beatings, harsh corporal punishment, and corrective anal use. The thought of being forced to pleasure someone or someones sexually in the process of being punished is fascinating to me, in how it serves multiple purposes, all of them being to further belittle and break me.
I've tried to repress these fantasies for a long time, being very ashamed of them and how they make me feel, but I've realized I can't so instead I'm trying to see if they can be "understood" by someone. I'm mostly here for that right now, but maybe meeting if everything feels right.
I'm mostly drawn to older men who believe treating a girl in this way is the proper thing to do, totally convinced that society is out of order, and that controlling, punishing, and using girls is their right. If you are one of them, I would love to hear from you and learn more about what you think!
and I replied...
Hello, I really enjoyed reading your profile. As a Dominant, your profile is profound, and you are a rare jem, if you are real. Please understand that I say this, because there are many fakes on ALT. One of the reasons that I am interested in you is that there are very rarely born true submissive women, and if you are what you have written, then you are that submissive that Dominant's covet to be their most prized property. Why? Because of the way you are wired. Your wiring (your mind, your soul) are so very different than most women. Your mind is something to be cherished, protected, explored and enjoyed, just as you are to enjoy your new found submission. But beware!!! This wonderful path is full of danger. There are so many that would not only exploit you for their pleasure, but hurt you deeply emotionally and without regard to your growth, your total emotional and physical wellbeing. How can I explain this... a Master should be like the parent that takes you to the BDSM park like a little girl. Your Master sometimes sits on the park bench, and watches you play and learn. But when you want to go upside down on the tall jungle-jim, where a fall to earth could injure you severely, both emotionally and physically, your Master lovingly steps in and calls you back, or intervenes by using his wisdom on how to let you play on the jungle-jim in a safe fashion, like a safe word, or a modified play that is not so physically or emotionally dangerous for you. Why? Because as a natural submissive you are at a point where you want it all... you are just discovering yourself, and at risk to do to much, too quick, too soon and trust too much. That is why a Master takes you to the BDSM park to play, then brings you safely home to nurture and love in the cool down after play. You are right, Society IS upside down and out of order. The solution is not to control, punish and use the rare jems of submissive women like yourself, BUT to cherish, love and respect them, and GUIDE them on their journey of understanding who they are, what their fantastic potential is and to let them play to their heart's content in safe, sane ways in the amazing dark world park of BDSM. It's not the Dominant's right, it's the Dominant's PRIVILIDGE AND RESPONSIBILITY, and it's not a light burden to protect the emotional and physical health of your submissive!!
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I'm older, seasoned, low or high order. Fetish aligned and sapiosexual oriented. Able to craft, convey, and execute a memorable scene. I'm as happy at Fetish Ball as in the hot-tub.
I'll know her when I see her.... her smile, her scent and her energy....
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My Ideal Person:
She is attentive. That's not obsessive....
She knows the Position of Service, and readily assumes it....
She knows the Position of Inspection, and proceeds when told...
She asks permission to discuss knowing the process is never withheld...
She knows that changing my mind due to something she recommended is a credit to her keen mind and appreciating the facts, not her manipulation.
She knows that when I tell her to choose her punishment, she must satisfy the criteria that the punishment must fit the offense, never less.
If she is a pain slut, she knows I will bring her what she needs out of affection for her and her fetish.
She knows the value of Safe Words, RACK, and the practice of Consentual Kink.
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