trained to serve, well used, owned and subbed to dominants, bdsm and s and m, older, heavier men is my preference, have high pain threshold, and find sex without pain boring. Very turned on by fear, being blindfolded or hooded and not knowing what is going to happen next, unless my user chooses to tell me. Like hooded men so I can only see their eyes. a pair of cruel eyes observing me turns me on before they start, like the man to have complete control over what he does to me and that he gets pleasure from using my body. Have very big tits and love being tied and unable to move, have them burned with a cigarette and then twisted while being fucked. Like not having any control, not having to make decisions, or having to think, I just do as im told. Currently in arranged marriage with man , very strict muslin, more than twice my age who is determined to breed me, so now only get fucked when fertile and very frustrated, apart from occasion visits by my uncle who arranged the marriage. My husband is a very angry man, and easily provoked to give me heavy beatings, which he believes is punishing me but I get turned on by the pain, and the soreness afterwards. So I am getting some pleasure out of this marriage. Im frequently bruised up but covered by long clothing as he insists I dress modestly. He has no idea about my past and would divorce me if he knew, so, current circumstances r/l not possible, but would welcome to correspond with sadist dominant to exchange experiences and/or fantasies, the more extreme the better, brutal, torture, force, no holds barred, no safe word cop outs, welcome.
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My Ideal Person:
Would like to correspond with an extremely sadististic dominant, someone who understand what he needs and is not afraid to take it, who like his women to obey him and take whatever he chooses to give them, some cunts need to relinguish control and free will, and get off on having pain and torture inflicted on them before, during and after sex, and they are not afraid to provide it and enjoy doing so, happy to farm his cunt out short or long term to his fri3nds or extra income or just because he wants some time alone or with another cunt, and happy to beat out of her any bad habits or ideas she may have picked up when he takes her back home, who believes that her only purpose is to obey and satisfy him and while she still does that, he, will keep her around, possibly caged, only bought out for use in his dungon or to provide entertainment for friends because she has no other use/.
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