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The Beginning
Posted:Jul 12, 2017 12:48 am
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2017 7:36 pm
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I was In my early 20’s and was rather wild... small town living, freedom to roam the mountains and fish, chasing cows on horseback and nothing but little boys in grown up skin had left me with the distinct impression that cocks were only good for one thing and once had were to be discarded. But one evening a friend and I were in our favorite bar and a group men walked in, obviously blue collar and obviously from out of town.. . and one.. this one.. was electrifying.. long and lean, dark hair, green eyes and it seemed he always had a very subversive smile on his face.. Yes, I got his attention, and after a night of dancing and drinking.. he asked if I was going to take him home.. he was so magnetic, so powerful.. I had some fear of him.. not a physical harmful fear.. but something different.. so when he asked I told him yes, but I would never see him again.. he was shocked but agreed. with that same mysterious smile on his face.. the sex was amazing.. there were no real D/s overtones.. but he was very commanding.. and while he was fucking me from behind.. he kept putting his thumb against my asshole.. now bear in mind, except for objects with my girlfriend, the only time I had been penetrated there by a man it was not consensual.. but with him just that thumb.. the only problem with sex with him was, he kept wanting to go down on me.. and it was weird.. guys that age are not ever really good at it and I didn't like seeing a man's head down there.. and with him it was even weirder, just really unappealing.. He left in the morning and after a few weeks, just as I was beginning to forget him, he broke his promise and called me.. he was going to be in town and could we get together.. I could not say no to him.. So it became another FWB, but when He was in town.. I dropped everything for him, I even went to visit him a few times.. towards the end of February, we were in bed and he was going down on me again.. and I got bored, so I reached over, grabbed a book, lit a cigarette and took a sip of beer... he looked up and I told him to let me know when he was done.. I have never seen a man move so fast in my life, before I knew it, I was over his knee and he was spanking me for all he was worth.. then he threw me to the floor.. shoved my knees up to my ears and fucked the daylights out of me.. I was so wet and turned on from the spanking I orgasmed as soon as he entered me.. afterwards, he picked me up and cuddled me, he told me quite firmly that I didn't need to be such a little bitch to get what I wanted.. I couldn't help it.. I asked him what I would need to do then in order to get him to spank me again.. I was rewarded by that smile.. his answer, "Don't worry, you will think of something".. the next morning revealed some awful bruises.. he felt terrible and was sure that I would never want to see him again.. but for the next several days every time I sat down, I was reminded of him.. and a little orgasm would wash over me.. How could I possibly say no…
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When It Rains It Pours
Posted:Jul 2, 2017 5:13 pm
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2017 7:45 am
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On top of everything else.. my bed frame broke... Aaaargghhhh..

I cannot even blame it on wild sex, there has not been a man in that bed for over 2 years, since my former Master and I parted..

However, I cannot complain... It was the cheapest sleep number bed available, 10 years old and it has been moved 4 times..

Time to get some good old country girl ingenuity going and get it fixed..

Wish me luck!!!!
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Could Not Have Said It Better Myself
Posted:Jul 2, 2017 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2017 5:03 am
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Writer(s): Patrick Stump, Eric Frederic, Matthew Pauling, Matt Pauling, Quinn Allman, John William Feldmann, Andy Biersack, Zakk Cervini
Performed By: Andy Black

"We Don't Have To Dance"

Record scratch; Steve Miller Band
Tattooed necks and tattooed hands
Oh, how don't you drown in a rain storm?
Fresh regrets, vodka sweats
The sun is down and we're bound to get
Exhausted and so far from the shore

You're never gonna get it
I'm a hazard to myself
I'll break it to you easy
This is hell, this is hell
You're looking and whispering
You think I'm someone else
This is hell, yes.
Literal hell.

We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to smile
We don't have to make friends
It's so nice to meet you,
Let's never meet again
We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to dance

Bottles smash, I raise my hand
How can you all even stand
And why is there joy in this poison?
Oh, faking smiles and confidence
Driving miles to capture this excitement
I can't take anymore, oh

You're never gonna get it
I'm a hazard to myself
I'll break it to you easy
This is hell, this is hell
You're looking and whispering
You think I'm someone else
This is hell, yes.
I am in hell.

We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to smile
We don't have to make friends
It's so nice to meet you,
Let's never meet again
We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to dance

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah

You're never gonna get it
I'm a hazard to myself
I'll break it to you easy
This is hell, this is hell
You're looking and whispering
You think I'm someone else
This is hell, yes.
Literal hell.

We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to smile
We don't have to make friends
It's so nice to meet you,
Let's never meet again
We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to dance
We don't have to talk
We don't have to talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to talk, talk, talk
We don't have to dance
We don't have to talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk
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Hope Springs Eternal
Posted:Jun 26, 2017 4:10 pm
Last Updated:Jul 2, 2017 4:39 pm
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There is a chance he is out there, closer than I thought. Warm and funny.. Masterful, firm and kind.

Longing for that first look at his face.. Wishing he know how deep that longing is.

So close, close enough to truly hope.
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Sweet Maturity
Posted:Jun 24, 2017 12:12 pm
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2017 6:58 pm
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Funny as I get older, how things that were considered punishment in my youth are now a true pleasure...

Like spankings and naps...

Wind has been howling and now a thunderstorm...

As I am alone, there is no spanking forthcoming.. so a nap it is..

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Roller Coaster
Posted:May 1, 2017 8:45 pm
Last Updated:Jul 2, 2017 7:29 pm
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The last few weeks have been one most curious roller coaster ride..

The guy that I started to chat with here, then to kik and finally enough trust gave my phone number to for texting.. yeah... then I didn't here from him for two weeks.. says he was out of town.. in the 21st century with 4g, though I saw him online, he could not make contact.. Yep, he's a keeper.

The other guy, chatting here to kik, met face to face.. another meeting planned.. He was very sweet and very forthright, made it clear that he was not looking for commitment and I was okay with that. A sexy new friend.. cancelled the second meeting because he wanted to pursue a relationship with someone else..

Hmmm at least he communicated instead of ghosting like other, other guy..

So then tonight on IM.. the sweet, sexy, romance of Hey you, you fat titted slut, how are you?" and the guys profile says he wants a classy sub lady.. Wow..

I know he is out there, that one last Dom.. the forever kind of guy.. that actually gets he doesn't have to be a bully.. that I can submit to out of trust and devotion..

I know it!
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Queen of Hearts
Posted:Apr 20, 2017 10:16 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2017 9:06 pm
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You will end up really disappointed if you think people will do for you as you do for them. Not everyone cares to care as much as you do!
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Almost Friday Naughty Break
Posted:Apr 13, 2017 8:53 am
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2017 11:48 am
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Her hair curly, auburn hair, proving bothersome in the heat and intrusive to the work at hand, pulled back by a simple clasp, a dress, modest length, light weight fabric and light in color, easily removed, covers her body, accessorized ony by collar and cuffs. He approaches leash held in one hand, heat in his gaze, purpose in His steps. As one hand attaches the leash the other releases her hair to His grasp, pulling her lips to his tongue, she moans in response. "Darling, it is time for a break", he knows his kiss, actions and simple command have already aroused her, the light in her eyes reveals her pride in his attention

The dress now unbuttoned slides to her feet, hard nipples atop swollen breasts revealed. A command to follow, immediately, happily obeyed, she is led to a post, as ordered she faces the post, hands clasped behind her back, legs spread. The leash is fastened firm, her anticipation building as he moves to his toolkit, his return brings ropes, her breasts properly bound, erect nipples beg for the sweet pain of the clamps, now the flail, tension leaving her body with each sting, her mind drifting to the plane of ecstasy, as each stroke finds its home slightly sharper than the last. His control without fail, no harm, no marks, no misses, her trust affirmed, rewarded.

The flogging stops as suddenly as it started, gently to assist her in remaining silent, her mouth is gagged with the cherished bit, then the hum, Oh the wand, she knows once the technology is applied she will let go and she will be unable to control her return, she will not come down from the heights of ecstasy until he brings her down. His skilled application will push her limits, he dominates her very awareness. her cunt penetrated with fingers, asshole with a clever "toy" the vibrations against her clit varied, again and again bringing her to the edge, pulling back, then urging her forward, stroking, wetness gushing over his fingers, entire body tensing, relaxing, orgasm after orgasm.

Wand aside, he steadies her, whispers "I got you, oh you were so good, so passionate, now you are going to be fucked very hard", fingers replaced by his hard cock, she is claimed, pushing back to receive the honor of being fucked, her cunt wet, welcoming the demand, needing his rapture, serving im.....his .hands on her hips, thrusting harder, cock swelling, throbbing....... His orgasm explodes with in her, the throbbing of her cunt matched by the throbbing of his cock...

Tenderly, he cleans her, releases her bonds, cool cloths soothing, gentle kisses, sweet words whispered..His ministrations bring her back, she seeks his body for support...In his eyes, reflected love and approval, he is pleased with her obedience, his satisfaction revealed in the cum on her thighs.............
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A Brand New Day
Posted:Apr 13, 2017 7:25 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2017 10:35 pm
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So I won't let the clouds cast gloom on my outlook. This is going to be a fabulous day! Not sure why or how, but am going to do all possible with all that I am to make it so.

Best things about today so far:

I am alive and feeling expressly vibrant!
One day closer to the fishing opener!
It is not raining!
2 weeks since the last time my car had to go into the shop!
My BS detector seems to be working again!
A new book should arrive today!
Making a renewed commitment to my drama free zone!
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Unequivocal Math
Posted:Apr 12, 2017 11:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2017 7:37 pm
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Pleading to all the guides to give me strength and wisdom!

Since when does submissive equal stupid?

seems to be more and more of the so called Doms here need to google

battle.. Elsa vs. Snow White..

Any advice on how to link this to my blog or profile would be most appreciated..
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