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Elusive Sleep
Posted:Mar 20, 2017 12:04 am
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2017 7:41 pm

“To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;
No more; and, by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to, ’tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish’d. To die, to sleep;
To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there’s the rub.”
― William Shakespeare, Hamlet

I had thought that when my former Master and I separated I could feel no greater pain.. But now, two years later, I am ready to move forward, I am haunted by fear.. rejection, failure, giving too much too soon.. worse not giving enough to the right Dom..

If only simply sleep would offer respite, if only I did not have to risk the dreaming.. If only I could find permanence even in sleep.
Married/Attached Men
Posted:Mar 18, 2017 4:31 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2017 7:02 am

Sometimes, when I am on IM, chatting with friends or a potential for the much desired Dom, I just want to scream at the number of married guys that want to chat. Usually starts something like this:

Hello.. sub/slut/bitch.. or whatever degrading name they can think of to turn me on to how dominant they are..

Then the rapid fire questions:
Do you like pain? Are you a cock worshipper? Going to fuck your ass til you scream?

When I finally do get a full sentenced typed, it is one simple question:

Are you attached?

Here we go, yes but...

Yeah... gotta love that block button!!!

Look butthead, yes but nothing.. if you cannot even dominate your own household how do you expect to dominate me? That dog don't hunt!

And what is this naming me in the first contact, you are not my Dom.

Really, dude.. why on earth would you even think that I would want to give up my whole being to please you just so you can leave my side and take your wife out to dinner? Expressly considering my profile quite clearly states I am not into attached men. Ohhhh I get it, you didn't read my profile... I am not worth the time.

If you would spend half the time you spend trying to cheat working on your marriage, you might just discover you have a good thing going. I know, my ex cheated.. interestingly enough... to me it wasn't even the cheating, it was the lying.. I kind of get the need for other women, but I do not get why anyone would ever take me for stupid.

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