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where I'm at
Posted:Feb 18, 2023 1:23 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 8:59 am
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This is just a brain dump/rant. Feel free to comment if you have any guidance.

I feel like a pot of paster about to over boil on the stove. So close to being in a dom/sub/cub/cougar relationship with a wonderful women but yet so far away.

I got close previously over 5 years ago and I fear the previous relationship with someone else is causing these feelings of being overwhelmed. I have the urge to run away and never reply to messages, delete accounts, but also feel that I need to push through this barrier. Nothing changes if i push it aside and try to concentrate on other things. If anything the feelings are stronger.

Its been tough to restrain myself with this new lady. She doesn't need or want the burden of me and my previous situation. I can't put these intense feelings onto her, shes new and I still know very little about her. I'm afraid I will scare her off

Just having a hard time dealing with it. Distractions are not enough. From the moment I'm awake to the moment I'm asleep it's really all I've been thinking about.

I also have a tendency to dive into work and the sex drive gets turned off. In situations like this It comes back with vengeance and simply cannot be ignored.
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I had a dream...
Posted:Jul 8, 2022 12:42 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 8:59 am
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I had a dream that I stumbled upon some accommodation that seemed to be exclusively lady boys staying there. They were very nice and welcoming to the uninitiated
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Thoughts
Posted:Sep 17, 2021 3:31 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 8:59 am
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Keen to switch off. Not worry about where we are, what will happen or when it will happen. This is pushing me to my limit and I always thought I was pretty damn strong or just stubborn.

quite open to being used and abused because it can't get much worse can it? It might even be some fun
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I'm sorry you had a hard day, let
Posted:Jun 30, 2020 4:40 am
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2021 4:20 am
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I'm sorry you had a hard day, let me help you relax

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