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Posted:Jun 13, 2016 11:41 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2017 4:05 am
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These messages will be private ... set up for those who can't email or standard members ... only between me and you... No worries ... ask Me anything ....
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So ,, I Was Resting....On Break..
Posted:May 26, 2017 4:48 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2017 4:06 am
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I've Had Work Almost Every Day.... New Clients Seem To Be Pouring In From Referrals..... It's Been Difficult To Fit Some In ..... So I've Been Forced To Work Some Weekends....Plus Some Set Backs ....It's Been Hectic.... Lately ...

I'm Trying,,, Desperately... To Save As Much As Possible ... For My Move ... I Don't Wanna Be Stressed Out ...Like Last Time.... I Do Like To Stay Organized and Prepared ....My Life Goes So Much Better ....

I Don't Mind Working Almost Every Day .... Though My Body Does Get Tired now.... see... I Don't Bust My Ass Any More ... I Like My Job... I Get To Talk To My Clients All Day.... While I'm Cleaning .... I'm Talking and Laughing and Having Fun.... I Don't Hurry ... Unless I've Scheduled 2 in One Day....I Don't Have To Hurry....

I Was Taking A Break From Even Chatting With Potential Men To Date.... I Removed My Pic From My Profile ... figuring No One Would Bother...Cause I'm Kinda Burned Out From Work ....

Don't You Know ... I Got A Bite ...Lmao.... From The Vanilla Site .... after I decided to take a break.... So... I Chatted ... thinking I'll just Explain How Preoccupied I am... Well.... ya... He Didn't Buy That .... lol.... So He Insists On Dinner ...

I Have To Work Tomorrow ... so I Know How Tired I'll Be .... So I Said No ... Then He Thought I Was Just Making Excuses .... LOL.... Whatever ....

So... I Wished Him Luck ... and Said I'm Just Not In Such A Hurry ... But ... He Came Back.... I Admire His Bravery .... He Doesn't Give Up So Easily As Most...
He Said ' Sunday Then..' ... I Said ' I'll Pencil You In ' ... ( I'm so mean ) lol.... But He's Gotta Have A Good Sense Of Humor ... Or We Won't Click....

He's Still Hanging .....Guess I'll Go On Break When I'm Done Dinner...LOL....
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Thanking My Lucky Stars....
Posted:May 24, 2017 2:07 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2017 1:46 am
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I've Had a Stressful Life Lately....

Last Week ... I Had,,, Yet Another,,, Flat Tire ..
So .... I Broke Down And Bought All 4 New Tires .... It's Important That I Have Good Transportation....
I Was So Proud ... My Stress Went ' Down ' A Level....
Traveling ... Happily Along Interstate 75 .... On My Way Home From a Job... In The Fast Lane ... I Heard a ' Clump' ... I Thought Some Of My Equipment Just Fell Or Something ....
Before ... I Could Even Finish That Thought I Hear a ' Kerplunk '...... then I Lost Steering ... Van Heated Up... and I Panicked To Get It Past The Traffic.. to The Side Safely.... Sat There A Few Seconds ...To Calm Down....

I Was Off The Side Of The Highway ... But Not Far Enough To Be ' Safe ' getting Out The Drivers Side ..( Cars going 85 mph ) ... SO .. I Climbed Out The Other Side After Popping The Hood .... I Saw That Huge Belt ... Completely Unharmed ... Hanging by the Bottom Pulley...
Don't Know How That Came Off ... So I Called My Client ... Who Is a Mechanic and 60 Miles away .... told him the Problem... Took Pictures.... and He Brought Tools and Parts That He thought Would Fix It ...

Well... Turned Out The Darn Steering Wheel Pulley ' disintegrated ' ..... He Laughed and said he had brought everything But That Tool...
After going to Auto Parts Store ... With a loaner tool... He Attempted To Remove One Screwy thing and replace with the New.... But ... Now It's Dark... His Flashlight Died ... The ' Loaner ' Tool Had a ' Screwy ' Thing That was Stripped By the Previous ' Borrower ' .... So ..

We Had to Leave The Van There ... He Took Me Home and He Returned this Morning ... We Have Had A huge Dry Spell ... But Wouldn't You Know ... Now We Have Severe Thunder Storms and Warnings....

He Fixed It All Up Just Before The Worst Of the Weather Came ... We Had to Drive Home In It ... But I Was Just Happy To Be Driving ...

I Could Have Been Killed Driving Like That and I'm Grateful For My Friend and Client For Going Out Of His Way To Make Sure I Didn't Lose Any More Work..
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TOO Much Blogging...?!
Posted:May 20, 2017 5:33 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2017 2:13 pm
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LMAO..... This Is What The Latest ' Vanilla ' Guy Said To Me.....
And .. I Haven't Blogged Half as Much As I'd Like .... LOL>...( BTW.. I Wasn't Even Blogging... I Was Watching ' Scandal '... It Was Taking ALL My Concentration !!! )

I enjoyed his humor and conversations .... But He Refused to Read the Blog ... He Seemed To Have An ' Attitude ' About The ' Type ' Of ' Friends ' I Keep.... Bloggers....

We Didn't Have Much In Common and I Told Him so... But He Liked To Text ... So We Enjoyed Each others Humor ... I Did Not Ever Plan On Meeting Him and He Seemed to Get A Little Attitude Each Time I Refused .... I've Only Been Chatting ,, maybe 3 Days.... Why am I Gonna Do All That Research On Someone That I Never Plan On Meeting....

When He Told Me That He Had No Interest In The Blog Or It's Site .... Big Red Flag... And Then Little Snide Comments about ' company ' I keep.... WTH....

No... I am Who I Am... I Am Not Gonna Stop Blogging ... Because Someone Thinks It's ' Bad Company ' .....
Nor Will I Ever Like Karaoke Or The Beach ...

So...Good Luck to You.... Narrow Minded Vanilla Man .... I Really Need Someone that CAN Lift 150 Pounds ... So You Had Way Too Many Red Flags... I'm Sorry......
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I'll Need A ' Quick Release ' Button...
Posted:May 20, 2017 6:07 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2017 7:35 am
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I Did A Lot Of ' Exploring ' .... While Most Of It Was Great ... Some Of It Was Not So Well Thought Out or ' Planned '....

We Pretty Much Depended on Reading and Porn For Ideas to Try ... Not Thinking of All the Precautions That ' Should ' Have Been Implemented.... Beforehand...

We Both Had No Experience at All In Kink or Exploring .... We Went ' Full Speed Ahead ' .... so to say.... So Excited ...

A Few Times It Became A Bit Dangerous ... In My Opinion....

Once.. I Hit My Head On A Headboard,, Cut My Forehead Open .. What Happens If I Need Medical Attention.... The Wife Ain't Gonna Allow You To Take Me To The Hospital...

Then .. There Was The Time I Was Hanging from a Hook.. ( Loved It )... But.. this time seemed To ' open my eyes ' to the ' Danger ' of the whole scene ... and I didn't wanna Do it anymore ...

I Was Hanging There and Each Ankle was tied to Floor ... Unable To Really Move .... so.. When He Thought There Was Someone ' Pulling Up ' In The Driveway ....
He Left To Check .... WTH....
You Can't Just Leave Me Hanging There ... Helpless.... !! What If It Was The Wife ... and She Shot you ... For Sure I'm Dead ... WTH....

Another Issue ... I Had ...

( Let's Just Say ... I'm kinda ' outspoken ' .... )

When I Tell You That You are To Stay Away From Certain Areas When You are Flogging Me or Spanking me.... And You DON"T Listen .... I Don't TRUST You To Lay ANOTHER Hand On Me .... There Are Certain Areas On a Person's Body You Just DO NOT Strike ... Kidneys ,,, Stomach ... etc...
So When I'm Wanting To ' Hang ' From A Hook ... I'll Need a ' Quick Release ' Button ... and When I'm Wanting a Spanking ...Well... Maybe I Need to " Draw " a Diagram ?! I'll Figure Out How To Deal With That ...
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Why Wouldn't You Wanna Know...
Posted:May 20, 2017 5:26 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2017 1:42 pm
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Seems To Me ... It Saves a Lot Of Time ... and I Thought It May Help Improve Men's ' Game '......Lol.... Just Saying...

When I'm Chatting ... I Have A Habit Of Telling A Man When Something Triggers a ' Red Flag ' to Me...... Why Are Men So ' Touchy ' about That ?
I Don't Have Time To Play ' Games ' With Anyone... I Could Be Blogging !!

If You Tell Me That You'll Be Unable to Speak ... Due To Your Trip To Africa .... Am I Expected To Say ' Ok, Sweety ,, Enjoy Yourself ' ? .... Talk to You When You Get Back ?
I'm Not Sure What Kind Of Woman You're Looking for .... But I Will Tell You ... You're a Big Red Flag... Not Worth My Time ... If Telling You That ' Hurts ' your Feelings ... I'm Just Happy to Hear You ' Have ' Feelings ... Stop Playing With People...
( This Is Just An Example... )

Why Do Men Come Up With These Ridiculous Excuses ... Phone is in Repair ... etc....
Yes... I'm Sure The Same Goes With Women..
Just Keep It Real... Life Is Too Short For These Games ....
( Talking to a Wall )

I Can Almost Predict Which Ones Are Just Playing Games ... Waiting for Pics ...
I Just Give Them A Little Rope....
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I'm Busy Evaluating .....
Posted:May 18, 2017 3:59 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2017 3:19 pm
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No... I'm Still Here... Lol...

I've Been So Very Busy With Work ... And I'll Be Honest ... I Have Been Looking Inside Myself ... Somewhat.... Mostly Because I'm on That Vanilla Site ... and I Don't Seem To Fit In There,,,, Either ...

I Don't Feel I'm a Real ' Kinkster ...' so to say... Sure,, I Like Some Kink ..A Whole Lot ... But ... I Am Now.. ' In Charge ' ...Lol.... I Mean.. I Know What I Want And What Is And Isn't My ' Cup Of Tea ' I Don't Have to ' Experiment ' With Certain things ... I've Already Decided ... I Will Not Settle....I Will Wait ...

I Need to Decide How I Can Manage a 24/ 7 thing ... I Don't Know ... I Need To Figure Out If I Want 24 /7 .... If Not ... Then .. Seems That Means It becomes a Friend with Benefits thing .... I Don't Even Like The Sound Of That ...

So ... I'm Trying To Figure Out Where I ' Fit ' .... Here... Or Vanilla '..... with a side of kink'....

But .... I Took All The Pics and Posts Down .. I will Be Coming Back With ' NEW and IMPROVED ' Me ..... Pics of a much Thinner ... Healthier.... Free ... Me ...
I Don't want Reminders of A Mistake I've Made Or Of The Fat Me...SO New One Coming ..
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How Tall Are You ?
Posted:May 10, 2017 3:42 pm
Last Updated:May 25, 2017 3:32 pm
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I Was Busy Revising My " List " of Wants on My Vanilla Site Profile ....
I Came Across My # 4 ...Listing that I ' Preferred ' Tall Men ...

I Stopped ...For About An Hour .... Debating On Why I ' Prefer ' Tall Men.... I Told Myself It's Because a Domineering Person Should Be Taller ... a Person To Look Up To ....A Tall Man Is Strong ( lame ) ...THEN I Realized ....

I Will Never Forget ... I Yearned For Him To Do It Again ... I Couldn't Bring Myself To Ask because It Was Better Spontaneous .... So Only Once....

He Picked Me Up And Threw Me On The Bed !!!!! Oh... Yeah .... I'm Done .... I Squirm In My Chair Now... Just Remembering .... The BEST !!

So... Realizing that I Was Associating The Tall With ...Strong Enough To Throw Me ... Helped Me Realize....

I Was Fat.... I am Much Lighter Now... So..... I'll Reword That ' Must Be Able To Lift 150 Pounds ' ......

A Man Need Not Be Tall To Be Strong Or Domineering .... Why Was I Comparing Every Trait To Him ... He Was Far From Perfect .... I Caught Myself Expecting the Same Kind Of Treatment .... same Kind Of Kink... Same Kind of Demeanor .... from All The New Men...
There's So Many Avenues For Me To Explore .... So Many Different Styles and Personalities ... I Was Being So Very Narrow Minded....

I Know Men On This Very Site That Are No Where Near 6 Foot .... But To Me They're 8 Foot Tall and I've Never Met Them ... Something In the Voice ... The Manner ... They Have A Self Confidence That Seems To ROAR ....
Secretly .... I Love The Voice ... Sends Chills Up My spine... sooo Sexy
Next Time They Call... I'm Gonna Let It Go to Voice Mail ... Just So I Can Listen to Over And Over ....
OHHHHH......Phone Sex...
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Tell Me WHY.....
Posted:May 2, 2017 4:56 am
Last Updated:May 25, 2017 3:31 pm
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You Know .... Sometimes I Think I'm Being Too ' Difficult ' ... to Connect with.....

Now .... I'm Thinking It's Not Me At All......

I Come across a few I'd like to chat with.... email is ok.... but that doesn't work well for long .... so since some have an issue downloading a ' free ' messenger that I like using ..... I give my Number out to Text .... figuring I Can block any time....

Well.... Seems I Either pick the ' Odd ' people or I Pick The 5% that Own a 1950's Phone and don't have the ' ability ' to Text......

I Find That A BIG Red FLAG ..... If One Can't Text nor Call... do you really think email is gonna get far at all....

I Won't Do JUST Email .... You Must Text Or Talk.... All Phones Have That Ability .... Unless You are ' Attached ' .... and the other half won't allow ...lol... then You Can Just Move Along... Thank You ...
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What Would You Buy Me ?..
Posted:May 1, 2017 3:39 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2017 9:41 am
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I Enjoy Buying Gifts For Myself Now A Days .... When I Look Back At All The ' Flops ' I got From Men.... I Can't Help But Giggle.... I Seemed to Pick Men Well...

One Of My Husbands ,, Would Have To Be The Worst Gift Buyer Ever !!
For Example.... One Year I Received A Wool Dress ( Not Only did I not wear dresses but maybe 7 times a year ... but I wear nothing but cotton... that thing itched so bad .. I never wore..) One Year I received a Granny Gown ... A real Granny ,,, flannel ,, Size 22 Granny Gown for Sleeping ( He Claimed He Knew I liked things loose... I wore a size 10 those days ... half the size .. and Very Rarely wore anything to bed ..)
One Time I Received The Most Hideous Purple ' Bubble Coat ' ... 3/4 Length. .. But Because He Bought it Extra Large for Comfort ... It went almost down to my ankles ... and puffed out like 12 inches !! Like A Big Purple Down Comforter ....!
Do You Remember the Little Girl On Willie Wonka's Chocolate Factory ,,, That Blew Up Like a Purple Blueberry .... Yep ... I looked like that ... Never wore that coat in public .... Played in the snow with it though....

But... His Favorite Gift To Me Was ... One Christmas ... I Received a Beautiful .. Ironing Board Cover !! And... I Didn't Even OWN An Ironing BOARD !!
He Was Such An Alcoholic.... God Bless Him.....

I Don't Really Like ' Shopping ' per say .... so A Man That Could Shop ... Would Be Wonderful to Me ....

Now ,,If I'm In A Relationship ... I Get A Little Nervous ..... Even Though I've Had a Few Nice Gifts .... I Never Wanna Pull Out a Stuffed Kermit The Frog Or Something.. ( Ya,, That Was a ' First Christmas' Gift From a BF ,,, Because He Knew I Hated Frogs ) .. . Sometimes It's A Tell Tale Sign Of The Strength Of The Chemistry....

Suppose ... You Were To Buy Me A Gift .... What Would It Be ? Maybe I Could Add That To My Screening Questions ..... Hmmmm....
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