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Training Development 7 My pee hole was used to the sensation this time, but my belly ached the most from the large enema, of a brown liquid. I felt alive after this was drained away and Mistress smiled at me. She had waxed my pussy, arm pits, legs and upper lip and i tingled from all of this. She loooked at me and smiled a cheeky grin. 'i have always wanted to completely shave a sub, to remove their character and have my own toy doll. I have not yet decided if that is for you. I shall think on it.' My breathing stopped, uncertain, for the first time a little truly scared, i have never considered being made bald, i so want to give myself completely but no hair. Clearly She knows it is Her decision and i have given myself to this and to Her, but i dont know what i want Her to decide. i crave Her control, i need to submit everything. As i ponder this something pushes into my pussy and i feel warm water cleaning me out. Then She reaches up and as instructed i open my mouth as She cleans my teeth. 'Very good my pet, all clean and prepared for anything now. But waht to do with you next, how shall you serve me, you have given Yourself so easily to Me, I need to push you. To show you how much you will give of yourself, to have you Mine in every sense.' Again my breathing paused, i pondered Her statement, thinking what i hoped for but then realising She needed something i wasnt hoping for, something i might not want. Was it my hair? what else? 'Now then My toy, i know you want Me to own You and play with You but how much do You need to be Mine, for everything I wish. Will you give me everything?' I had thought of this, i had always wanted to give myself completely, i knew what i craved, control, serving, to be used, to make Mistress cum, to drink, to eat as She instructed to be punished when i stepped out of line or made a mistake but how much did i need to give. i had heard of a broken slave years ago, one who gave completely and for long so could never be satisfied with another partner after the relationship broke down. One ruined despite an unhealthy aspect. Was this for me, despite my subbie craving i considered myself strong and independent, what if this went bad, what if i felt abused and trapped. i hadn't known Her long. But oh how She seemed to know everything i desired, to offer me so much while only seeking Her own pleasure. With panic and butterflies, feeling sick i knew i had to try, i wanted so much everything i could offer Her and whatever small thing She would give in return. 'Yes my Mistress', with those three words i committed myself to everything... |
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sounds as tho you are truly on your way to totally appreciating your status and that She can make oh so many things happen and occur.. look forward t hearing more about your training??????/
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How exciting for you. Hope it’s all you desire and more. Somehow I feel that your limits will be pushed but maybe that will prove liberating...
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Totally fucked now.
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Unfortunately it is only a story, i realise i should have put it in erotic stories and have done now. It is definitely a fantasy of mine though not sure about the head shaving and complete submission, i guess part of me wonders have much control i need to give up.
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Yes interesting, it is longlasting but not permanent and really is giving yourself to the desire of another, and depersonalising. there is somethign i really like about it but not sure how i would feel after.
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Bald would be much more convenient
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