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aliljaded 53F
23952 posts
1/14/2018 5:32 am
Not All That Glitters Is Gold

Not All That Glitters Is Gold

I’ve always been a submissive, and when I look back at my life I see signs for as far back as I can remember. It wasn’t until my late twenties that I started to label those feelings and desires. I had been living for years as a bottom, only in the bedroom, and realized what it was I had been missing for so long.

I started searching for the missing piece, finally believing I wasn’t just broken. I started seeking dominance that existed past the bedroom’s threshold.

I found that many men were eager to offer their assistance. I showed them the gap inside me, and they filled it with brashness and demands. They offered poor imitations of the real thing, and I was so desperate that I accepted, and called it dominance.

I knew even then that it wasn’t quite what I needed, but something is better than nothing, right? …Right?

I felt like I couldn’t go without it anymore. Now that I knew there was something missing, I couldn’t leave this empty space inside myself… and so I settled.

Men used me, and I let them. I have to own my part in this journey because I allowed myself to accept less. We accept what we think we deserve, and I let myself believe that’s all there was, and it was all I was worth.

I see quite often, on posts I write, and posts from others note that say ‘’does this even exist,” and to those asking themselves this very question… yes, it exists.

Out there are real dominants. Ones who understand patience, and who know that what you need is more important than what they want. Don’t be like me, chasing the shiny things, and risk missing the real thing.

pleasurewhore~


"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


aliljaded 53F
8847 posts
1/14/2018 5:40 am

Fortunately for me, I found a wonderful Man. That's not always the case for many. All I can suggest is keep looking. When I least expected it, is when He appeared. I thank the Heavens every day for Him.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”



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